Since First Site

So ever since first sight they stole my heart.

And they are continuing to steal it each and everyday!

Fun Today

Well today has been a LOT of fun! Landon is teething. Poor baby! But he's cranky as hell DRIVING me crazy!! But i feel so bad for him. I give him tylenol And oral gel and bottles. BUT it doesn't seem to kick the pain away poor baby.

I realized that a lot of the things i've gone threw in my life, i'm not the only. I sometimes feel afraid to talk to people about my life, and what goes on with my hubby and I, because i'm afraid i will be judged. But last night and the past couple days really 3 AMAZING girls sat there and listened to my problems, and let me vent. And in the end they didnt judge me. I found out that in certain ways they have gone threw something similar to what i'm GOING threw. And alot of it has to do with the fact that we are military wives and we do go threw a lot of the same things. Without these 3 girls, man i'd be lost. And i can't thank you guys enough. Thank you for all the support and advice and encouragement for the past week.

Yesterday we found out that Jake is coming home in May. for two weeks. so i'm starting to look for things to do EVERYDAY. I want to utilize this time we have to together as a family and do as much as we can. Jake's talking about buying Seadoo's so we can spend sometime at the River on his time home. Also his sister is getting married too! which is exciting. I think i have 51 days till he comes home. and i'm soooo excited for him to see landon. it's going to be amazing to see and i can already tell it's going to be VERY emotional!!

thank you girls for all your help and advice during this time.

You guys are amazing!!!

Eclipse was AMAZING!!!!

So I finally finished Eclipse. So amazing! I will be starting Breaking Dawn tonight.

Things have been going ok.. Been up and down here and there you know.

Jake & I became an Uncle & Auntie again!!

Madilynn Marie was born jakes 2nd niece from his brother, my 3rd but threw marriage

She was 7lbs 2ozs. Amazingly beautiful. Must be a Vavra thing!

On St Patty's day my best buddy had her baby! Beautiful baby boy.

Carson, 6lbs 13 ozs. So Perfect!!!

My friend Amber got great news that her hubbys coming home for her bday!

So this year st patty's day was a very very lucky day!

Cancun is coming up closer than i thought. only about 5 more weeks.

This deployment is going rather fast if you ask me. Some days are slower than others.

But thats normal. My family is in England visiting.

So i'm watching over their cat, lizard, fish, and turtle lol.

I hope they are enjoying themselfs. And having loads of fun!

I wish i was there. But anyhoo!
Life's good. Im gonna go finish watching Amazing Race 14,

And start my new book! I don't know what ill do when i'm done reading this one!!

AHHHH! i dont even wanna think about it!

Landon's growing up so fast!

Last week I took Landon up to his 4 month check-up!

He weighed 11lbs and 12 ounces.

He was 24 1/3ins long.

So pretty much he's doubled his birth weight.
Which was 5lbs 8ounces, and he was 17in long.

He's becoming a big boy.

Holding things, starting to turn over.

It's the most amazing thing i've ever experienced.

And it makes me sad that jake has to miss this.

8 more weeks until he comes home on leave! It's looking like a go!

About 6 weeks till Landon and I go to Cancun!!

I finally found a Dr out here for Landon.

Don't have to do that crazy drive EVER again!

My best friend is engaged, and getting married next year!

I'm the maid of honor yay!
Jake & I are talking about re-newing our vows next year sometime.

Since we had a little ceremony first!

I've found a place! No it's a matter of getting things done.

Jake is doing well. Working hard of course!!

I bought him a bunch of girl scout cookies lol.

He's doing an amazing job keeping up with Landon & me of course.

It's hard but he's doing his best!!

So that's the update on our family!

Life is going great!! <3

New Moon Was AMAZING!!

I'm in love with the series. As you can tell i think i read New moon in about 2-3 days. I'm going to take my time on Eclipse tho.

But new moon was truely amazing.

I pre-ordered the movie today!!

So excited to see it.

Jake & I are watching it together on the computer for a date night!!

we're almost 2 months away from seeing eachother!

SO Excited!

My Wonderful Suprise!!

So this is a Lost shirt jake wears this so he must of gotten one for me to match him lol

Landon Being cute as always!! He is my entire life. I can't wait for Jake to come home in May To finally see how much he's grown I got a dr appt for him weds. I think he weighs 12lbs. We've got a bet going on over here, anyone wanna guess?

Haha That is Landon talking to Jake today on the computer. He was laughing and talking it brought tears to my eyes on how wonderful it is to see it. Even though he's far away he still can be apart of his life. HAHA you can even see Jake in the pic!!

Jake has such good taste!

This shirt i picked out myself. He must of remembered me showing it to him!

These are shorts that are much needed lol and they fit perfectly. Now i know why he was asking my sizes!!

More shorts the one on the top are my absolute FAV!!

This is a cute shirt lol he's so cute

Cute lil dress!! I love it!!

I was complaining i had no clothes for the warm weather and my baby got me all these cute clothes. he is truely amazing! i love him so much and i cant wait to see him and for him to see jake. Its gonna be amazing now i need to find some cute shoes to go with the dress. and i think that will be the outfit i wear when i pick him up from the airport!! yay

Twilight was Amazing!

This book was truely AMAZING! An epic love story that i couldn't stop reading. I think this is weird but when i read a book i actually picture it happening in real life. I pictured Bella and Edward falling in love, and I wondered to myself can a love like this actually exist?

The inseperable kind of love. I'm sure it does. But for it to be that perfect! It's unreal.

I totall fell in love with Edward and his undying love for Bella. And how even though he knew it was wrong, he still couldnt stay away!

Haha I know i know its just a book. But its a great love story. And while reading it...it made me miss Jake. I miss having that everyday affection. I mean we tell each other everyday that we love eachother and we miss eachother. But i miss being able to show him.

When Edward puts his hands on Bella or kisses her. I picture Jake and i. I miss that so much. I just sit there and dream about his homecoming. And being able to show eachother our love.

Its hard to do while we're apart. I miss holding his hand, i miss yelling at him at night cause he's hogging the bed lol (which hes only hogging it cause he fell asleep cuddling with me wow im a bitch lol), i miss being held in his arms, falling asleep together, him carrying me to bed. Him doing whatever he could to make me happy while he was home.

All of this cause a stupid book. But im a sucker for a love story. And this book by far was the bet love story i've read yet. Yes Yes i know i have 3 more books to read to really find out what happens with the love between Edward and Bella i'm sure it has its ups and downs, but i have a feeling they end up together and its because of the love they share for eachother.

HHAHAHA i'm a sap! Anyways, off to start New Moon!! So Excited =D

My Shopping Day =D

So I went shopping today. For the two loves of my life!!! I got Landon tons of sleepers cause he is growing SOOOO fast and its growing out of all the old ones!! My mom bought him some stuff for our trip to cancun!!! SOOO cute!! Here are some pics!

This is an outfit Auntie Holly bought for him =)

These are the AWESOME slippers i got my jakey babey! I also got him tons of beef jerky and tapitio hot sauce!!
These are a pack of 3 sleepers with the zipper that are AMAZING!!
This is a cute lil blanket i got Landon!

These are sooo cute! the orange one says Moms new man!!

I thought it was adorable!!

This is cute it says daddy and me!

Ok ok! So i got myself a new bathing suit and a wallet!!

These are bikinis i got for the trip to guam i'm not going on now :(
But hey hes coming home even better

My mom got these for Landon for Cancun!

Cute PJ set for Landon

His swim trunks and suit for Cancun!!

I wanted to thank my hard working husband for being able to buy our son what he needs when he needs it. Its truely Amazing!! Thank you so much Jakey Babey!!!

Love you!