Well tomorrow means....month 3 down!! So far it's been a fast paced deployment.. I've been keeping busy! I'm already 30 weeks pregnant!!! I can't believe it!! Just 10 more weeks until I get to meet my new little prince!! After Logan makes his appearance, my life will be one big blur, and then the blur will come to and end when my wonderful husband walks off that plane!
I've been making sure to protect my family. After recent events, I am contemplating deleting all friends ( that arent like family to me) from facebook. I don't like the feeling of random people contacting me through facebook, whom I dont even know. And the threats, and the drama are just something I don't need in my life. especially when I have 2 little mans depending on me to protect them. I understand people like drama, but to go around to people on a base where i am going to be living again and giving them my personal info is crossing the line. I'm not sure if i'm paranoid, but anyone who is associated with this person scares me. I dont know what to post, what to say, even what pictures to post. I don't want this person knowing anything about my life or who's in it. I love them all, and I know they have the best interest at heart. But its still unsettling. And i think it's time to do something about it!!
November should hurry and come already!! Please and Thank You!
Monday, October 25, 2010
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Afghanistan and Deployment
This deployment has been a whirlwind. Its had its ups and its downs. But i'm thankful for everything i've been put through cause it has only made me stronger. My husband and I have only grown as a couple, we've seen what we have, and we don't take it for granted. Having him over there while i've been pregnant has been a challenge. I do worry a lot. Which is hard not to do, but I do try not to. I know its not good for either of us, and saying I will stop worrying is easier said than done. But this too shall pass.
I'm getting excited for the future, we are currently looking at orders to move!! So exciting. I've honestly never been so excited about anything in my life. Don't get me wrong I've met some of the most amazing friends out in Port Hueneme, but had my fair share of unwanted drama. My opinion is Port Hueneme is a highschool, and after 4 years of it, you want out. I will look back at all teh find memories and forget all the horribles i've endured.
I know what being a friend is, and to me a friend isnt someone who lets others talk down on someone you call you friend. If I had to sit through someone talking badly about a friend of mine, I wouldn't just sit there and jump in on the fun. I would sit there and defend my friend till the end, and let this person know that you don't appreciate them talking badly about anyone you know, and if they want to be friends with me, to respect that and not bring up bad things that aren't true around me. Quite frankly you're no friend of mine.
People are getting word from someone about me that are completely and utterly untrue. And if you wanna sit there and believe her and not tell her I wouldn't do it, than why even bother calling me a friend! Defend me, stick up for me, and let them know I wouldn't ever spread such horrible lies about you or your husband. I don't know you, I didn't care to know you so please respect my decision of not wanting you in my life. And not spread such horrible things about me.
In the end, I'm ready to go, to move onto something new. And i am so excited to get away from that place and concentrate on my beautiful little family. I'm realizing the true meaning to a friendship, and soon, you'll know if I consider you one of them!! No hard feelings! But thats just that.
On a good note, I'm 7 months pregnant. Which i can't believe it's gone by so fast!! On saturday i'm having an ultrasound done, and they will make a special dvd for jake for me to send to him since he's deployed of our little guy! Its amazing, i'm so glad he kinda gets to be a part of it! Even though he is so far away!! He misses us, and he does so much for us it's unbelievable. I wake up everyday wondering how the heck I got soo lucky with this man who loves us SO much!! he is my hero, my love, and my everything. I'm truely blessed. Almost at our 4 year wedding anniversary!! And almost 5 years since we officially we've been dating!! Love love love him to death.
I'm getting excited for the future, we are currently looking at orders to move!! So exciting. I've honestly never been so excited about anything in my life. Don't get me wrong I've met some of the most amazing friends out in Port Hueneme, but had my fair share of unwanted drama. My opinion is Port Hueneme is a highschool, and after 4 years of it, you want out. I will look back at all teh find memories and forget all the horribles i've endured.
I know what being a friend is, and to me a friend isnt someone who lets others talk down on someone you call you friend. If I had to sit through someone talking badly about a friend of mine, I wouldn't just sit there and jump in on the fun. I would sit there and defend my friend till the end, and let this person know that you don't appreciate them talking badly about anyone you know, and if they want to be friends with me, to respect that and not bring up bad things that aren't true around me. Quite frankly you're no friend of mine.
People are getting word from someone about me that are completely and utterly untrue. And if you wanna sit there and believe her and not tell her I wouldn't do it, than why even bother calling me a friend! Defend me, stick up for me, and let them know I wouldn't ever spread such horrible lies about you or your husband. I don't know you, I didn't care to know you so please respect my decision of not wanting you in my life. And not spread such horrible things about me.
In the end, I'm ready to go, to move onto something new. And i am so excited to get away from that place and concentrate on my beautiful little family. I'm realizing the true meaning to a friendship, and soon, you'll know if I consider you one of them!! No hard feelings! But thats just that.
On a good note, I'm 7 months pregnant. Which i can't believe it's gone by so fast!! On saturday i'm having an ultrasound done, and they will make a special dvd for jake for me to send to him since he's deployed of our little guy! Its amazing, i'm so glad he kinda gets to be a part of it! Even though he is so far away!! He misses us, and he does so much for us it's unbelievable. I wake up everyday wondering how the heck I got soo lucky with this man who loves us SO much!! he is my hero, my love, and my everything. I'm truely blessed. Almost at our 4 year wedding anniversary!! And almost 5 years since we officially we've been dating!! Love love love him to death.
At the end of the day my husband and my 2 sons are everything that matter to me!!
All my family and my closest friends are such a blessing!
I'm very lucky with the life I have.
Wouldn't change it for the world.
:)
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