True love knows no distance

So this picture pretty much says it all. These 2 boys are my life.

They are why i wake up, breath, and do what i do to make them happy.

Jake's time home was amazing!! i'm not gonna lie we have had a very difficult deployment.

Lots and lots of downs but him coming home made them all disappear!

I've realize when it comes down to it, he is the only person i can always depend on.

he always has my best interest in mind, and he showed me a diff side to him.

and its like we fell in love all over again! It was amazing!

He's such an amazing father. i was nervous that landon wasnt going to take to him.

but i was wrong. how could landon not take to him?

Jakes amazing with him, and landon is very lucky to have such an amazing father.

Jake you are my best friend, my lover, my confidant, and i dont know where id be without you.

i got lucky finding you, and i dont take that for granted. thanks for being an amazing man

and doing everything you had to, to come home, to provide, and to show me u love me.

This is my family.

This is my life.

And i'm truely blessed.

Jake & Landon I love you.

Jake- Your my oneand only

Landon- words dont come near...

<3

It's been a Minute

So some time has passed. And things still havent settled down. Cancun was a blast!! despite we were always concerned of the stupid swine flu. but it never came to us. we all went home safe and it was just amazing. Landon did amazing on the plane. slept most the plane trip which was amazing everyone was like he was soo amazing thats awesome hes such a good baby!! i was a proud mama then hehe and i got to brag which every mother gets to do. during our trip we got transferred to different hotels. the 2nd one was the best!! Landon went swimming for the first time, went in the ocean for the first time, put his feet in the sand &&&& learned how to hold his OWN bottle by himself :)

What an amazing baby right? i couldnt have been blessed with such an amazing son. im truely the luckiest ever. i went parasailing on a couch thing. it was the scariest thing ever!! we werent strapped in and it was all good at first until the wind started kicking up and we started going all crazy!! i was in tears lol!! but it was an amazing experience!! im glad i did it. i hope jake && i are able to take a trip out there next year together it would be GREAT!!!
Counting down till Jake comes!! Has been quite the experience. Hes coming home thursday morning!! and i cant wait. im very blessed to be able to experience this. and have Landon be able to see his dad and jake get to see his son after 4 1/2 months of being apart. just thinking about it makes me cry. i can not wait. jake deserves this more than ever!! and so does landon. i'm excited for myself dont get me wrong i get to have my bestfriend, my lover, and my everything back in my arms and what not. but i think im more excited about jake and landon getting to see eachother. ithink that it is going to be the most amazing part about it EVER! Jake works so hard everyday and im glad he gets to come home and take a break away from his hectic life you know? We are 4 1/2 months into this deployment thank GOD!!!! which means we have about 2 1/2 left!!! CANNOT believe it. its been a whirl wind. but it has gone by so quickly its unreal. fastest deployment ever if you ask me. and its been a tough one at that too!!

Celebrating my 1st Mothers day:WAS AMAZING!!!!! being a mom has been the most amazing experience ever. i can not put into words what it is like to be a mom. and the joy and happiness it brings to my life. being able to love that way is amazing. even though Jake was gone for it, i did get my hair done, my nails done, and a HUGE bouquet of flowers for mothers day. with the cutest card and words he has written to me in forever!! MY hubby is the most amazing ever. i cant believe how great hes been to me. and i know when he comes home that its only gonna get better. i had the best mothers day ever!! And i cant wait for the many more to come :)