Monday, July 26, 2010

Deployment is here yet AGAIN :(

So the dreaded day has finally come, and the love my life is gone again for another 8-10 months!!! I knew it was coming and I expected to feel this way!!! But it still is just has hard as ever. I thought with each deployment that went by, the goodbyes would get easier and the time wouldnt be so bad apart. BUT I was wrong. They are just has hard, in fact they get even more hard. This one was especially hard cause he is deploying to Afghanistan. And I am currently 16 weeks pregnant, with an almost 2 yr old. Each deployment more and more elements get put into this equation. I'm so proud of my husband and couldn't of asked for a better man!! I'm sure i'll have my ups and downs!! Well, thats a given cause its everyday life. But i feel confidant in the friends I have and I know I have the support I deserve. No more drama, No more nothing. Just amazing people who are going to support me in my time of need, good or bad, and they have an amazing friend in me, who will return the favor in their time of need, good or bad. I'm thankful for my family. They are going to be my rock while he's gone. And my support during this pregnancy. And i know at the end of the day I'm going to kick this deployments ass!!

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