I'm getting excited for the future, we are currently looking at orders to move!! So exciting. I've honestly never been so excited about anything in my life. Don't get me wrong I've met some of the most amazing friends out in Port Hueneme, but had my fair share of unwanted drama. My opinion is Port Hueneme is a highschool, and after 4 years of it, you want out. I will look back at all teh find memories and forget all the horribles i've endured.
I know what being a friend is, and to me a friend isnt someone who lets others talk down on someone you call you friend. If I had to sit through someone talking badly about a friend of mine, I wouldn't just sit there and jump in on the fun. I would sit there and defend my friend till the end, and let this person know that you don't appreciate them talking badly about anyone you know, and if they want to be friends with me, to respect that and not bring up bad things that aren't true around me. Quite frankly you're no friend of mine.
People are getting word from someone about me that are completely and utterly untrue. And if you wanna sit there and believe her and not tell her I wouldn't do it, than why even bother calling me a friend! Defend me, stick up for me, and let them know I wouldn't ever spread such horrible lies about you or your husband. I don't know you, I didn't care to know you so please respect my decision of not wanting you in my life. And not spread such horrible things about me.
In the end, I'm ready to go, to move onto something new. And i am so excited to get away from that place and concentrate on my beautiful little family. I'm realizing the true meaning to a friendship, and soon, you'll know if I consider you one of them!! No hard feelings! But thats just that.
On a good note, I'm 7 months pregnant. Which i can't believe it's gone by so fast!! On saturday i'm having an ultrasound done, and they will make a special dvd for jake for me to send to him since he's deployed of our little guy! Its amazing, i'm so glad he kinda gets to be a part of it! Even though he is so far away!! He misses us, and he does so much for us it's unbelievable. I wake up everyday wondering how the heck I got soo lucky with this man who loves us SO much!! he is my hero, my love, and my everything. I'm truely blessed. Almost at our 4 year wedding anniversary!! And almost 5 years since we officially we've been dating!! Love love love him to death.
At the end of the day my husband and my 2 sons are everything that matter to me!!
All my family and my closest friends are such a blessing!
I'm very lucky with the life I have.
Wouldn't change it for the world.
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I tell you almost everyday you deserve the world and you don't need that unwanted drama in your life. Shakespeare once wrote, "whats done is done" and you truly take those words to heart. Ignoring and issue and leaving it be is one of the hardest things a person can do when they are backed into a corner. You are stranger than I am. I look up to you in so many ways, and I am privileged to be your friend and have gotten to know your family so well. You truly have an amazing life even though it may not always seem that way. Always know your loved and the people that truly care for you will be there in the end.
ReplyDeleteOk enough of the mushy.... On a funner note... I meant it when said you will find me in your luggage if you move overseas. Ha ha.
I love you blog as well!! Its so neat and clean, and very you. I need to start mine again. I look at blogging like a journal, its a very healthy habit to get into, but its also hard to keep up with. Your doing a great job at it!!