Cant wait for the next 30 years!

Three years ago i was sitting at the hooka bar hanging out with this guy i met like 4 months ago, and we were totally into eachother. I was bummed because i had to spend valentines day alone cause this guy had some family issues going on, and couldnt be there for me. BUT that night February 17th, 2006 i was sitting next to him, and he was looking into my eyes, and he said 'I need to be with you' I protested cause i was off to England 3 weeks later to visit family. he kept asking and wouldnt take NO for an answer FINALLY i gave in, and we started dating. He was soo romanitc. I still can remember how he told me he loved me. First it was i L you. Then it was i LO you. Then it was LOV you. And finally i remember him whispering into my ear 'i love you' and i remember not hearing him right and saying 'u know u said love right' LOL and he was like yes i know....and he was like i love you. my heart MELTED! of course i said i love you too. Later that year he was off to boot camp and he asked me to marry him. And then in december we got married!!! I'm so glad he was so determined to be with me. cause i dont know what my life would be like without him in it. i wouldnt have my handsome son. i just am so happy with my life. every day that goes by i think god i am SOOO lucky to have someone who loves me so much. and he isnt afraid to show me. he does so much for me, he works so hard so landon can be home with me. AND that is the best gift he can give to him. This guy JACOB is truely AMAZING. and sometimes i know i might not show him how much i love him and how i appreciate everything he does, and dont so thankyou enough, but i know i love him, i know i appreciate him, and i know im thankful. I miss him everyday hes gone. and i feel bad when hes SOOO stressed he doesnt know what do with himself. I wish i was out in Guam to help him out, and do his laundry, iron his uniform, or whatever else i could do to make his life THAT much easier. all the sacrifices he has made in the past 2 years, is admirable. I'm truely very very lucky. And i hate that sometimes he thinks i take that for granted. all i can say is im sorry. i respect you so much. your are my HERO. you are my life. You are my soulmate. my one true love. i cant wait to grow old with you. have more babies with you. spend forever and eternity with you.

i love you Jacob. Forever And Always!