I'm so ready for this deployment to be over with. i know that were almost two months into it. but as the time goes by the harder it gets. i cant wait till the countdown begins are were actually having something good to look forwatrd to. instead of known we still have five months left to go. why did we get stuck with the 7 month deployment? why cant we get the 6 month? its hard enoughas it is. and to add that extra month into it, not to mention the DP factor maybe come into play. ugh i just want this to be over with i want jake to not be sooo stressed out he doesnt even wanna talk to me. and everything i do or say makes his day that much worse or harder. i miss my hubby smiling and being happy when he saw me on webcam.
im thinking about planning a small wedding when he gets home from deployment. something cheap n simple. i kinda wanna wait till landon can walk so he can be the ring barrer and i need to find a lil girl to be our flower girl. But i have 4 ppl i want to be my bridesmaid and ive asked them well ive ask like 3 of them. i think 4 wud be nice. i have to figure out the colors, i'm think red and white like our original wedding. maybe on a beach, if thats even possible. or i deno. well anyways.....i want to do it cheap. something simple. i want to by a cute knee lenght dress have my dad walk me down the isle. and all that. even if its just the ceremony and we cud have like a lil party thing at our house afterwards u know?
i deno. tell me what u think please?
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I think thats a great idea plus it will keep you busy while he is away!
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